Andrew - An empty few days

lols OK ive gotten through 2 months worth of Sarah's blogs =D. decided I should write my own. And no its not going to be a normal blog, yet another story. coz thats how I roll. This blog isnt going to be so lovey dovey as my other ones, im seriously not feeling all to good. This piece is entirely metaphorical. Its late sorry i couldnt be more articulate im very tired and its taking me aaages to write >.<.

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Lately, the same thoughts continually resurfed in my mind, trapped by a viscous fluid that flowed through my veins and passed through my beating heart. Two months ago or 60 days or 1440 hours or 86400 minutes or 5184000 seconds, I explicitly told myself 'never fall in love again'. The Love had drained away from me, vanished as if the devil dug upwards and let flow the oceans deep into his lair, and I watched him. I stared into his menacing eyes as he pryed a giant trench in the Earth and drained me empty, I watched him cackle as fragments of my ripped heart gasped in pain. I cried dry tears and for a brief moment death was an alternative. But of course, I was already dead.

She grinned as she bent over and collected the pieces of my broken heart, placing them together like a jigsaw puzzle and glueing the pieces back together.

"I think you left something behind superman"

she chuckled as she carefully opened my chest and set the beating jewel where it belonged. When she finished she marveled at her work and wrapped her hands around my neck. I instinctivly swung my arms around her waist and clutched her in my arms, I could feel her breathing erratically on my neck. I stared down at the hazel brown eyes looking up at me and I realised that my rebuilt heart was yet to function properly, I bent my neck so that my lips brushed across her fringe and made way to her soft lips. I tightened my grip around her waist as our lips met and at that moment, nothing else mattered.

"HA! 'Never fall in love again', Eat your words boy"

Monsoonal rains began to flood the Earth, slowly the oceans returned. One month on and I had eaten my words. I care about her, more than I had cared for other girl, 'I couldnt imagine how an angel could be any more glorious'. Yet some things are to good to be true. I love her. I love her too much. Every moment of my day my heart aches to be with her, she is the viscous fluid flowing through my veins, the fluid racing through my heart keeping me alive.

Yet when I need you, you're not there. My heart is breaking apart agen, this time you're not there to glue back the pieces. Again im crying dry tears, I have chained myself to a pole to refrain my thoughts. The thoughts that remind me when you say

"I care about you more than anything else in the world"

Well

"eat your words girl"

If you cared you would be there for me.

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*sigh. yeah its a bit emo isnt it? i do love her more than anything. . although it is hard when u havnt seen her in so long. And she doesnt seem to be making time for you. But i did promise i would never leave her :). I intend to stick to my promise. I love you babe.